Yes, exams are ending and nearing, I am so stressed up now. My GPA is killing me now, I must worked extra hard to cover up for the mess; especially UT3! =S

For now, I am only half-way through UT2, which is a wreck for sure! :( I didn't steal much time to study and I kept getting stuck in my procrastinating mind. So stressed up now! Though I kept on telling my friends to relax and be optimistic, but I am a contradictory example! I got so  tensed up till I couldn't even concentrate well in class on the day of the UT itself :( SOMEBODY!!!! HELP ME!!! :(

As for Aikido... Sigh! I keep on skipping trainings recently! I got either sick, held up by UT or extreme exhaustion (oh well, that's considered to be sick -.-). I feel so bad and sad now, I missed out quite alot and I don't feel good at all after leaving the committee, I just feel so weak, why an extra role is good enough to kill me from having an extreme low performance rate in schoolwork when I don't really have much to do there (to put it crudely, it's like having that post for the sake of putting me there =.=" No offense intended) Perhaps it's that kind of stress that I had when I thought about having that post! >.<

Now I had done what I had done, no more extra stress and nonsense, I shall live on as a normal Aikido student and have fun while training. =) That can be a better time for me to concentrate to build up my confidence to go for the coming September grading =D (Not going to stay stagnant as a 6th Kyu when I got enough experience to get promoted to the 5th Kyu, right?)

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Hmm... real life wise, my family had just welcomed a new member of the household appliances; a new TV set! XD!!! Not going to talk so much about it, cos it's just a new TV set to replace that lousy Akira 21" TV set -.-

And... For those who studied in RP, please be careful when you are walking along Woodlands Ave 5, somewhere near the traffic light opposite RP. There is a huge bee hive on one of the trees there. (And that could answer the question on the sightings of bees in South Foodcourt ) Just to let all of you who saw this page know. Take cares. :)

School vacations started yesterday evening, and I hate it! D:

I missed those days when I do not have to quarrel with my brother over his stupid gaming addiction problems whenever I got home from school.

*sigh* I am seriously praying for a mild or zero quarrel vacation now, just spare me two weeks of peace and silence, and I will be more than happy enough to let you use my laptop for as long as you want.

I just can't stand my brother for being such a nuisence when I need a decent sleep to recharge for the next school term and the coming Aikido camp. (I can't sleep much in camps T_T ) I don't know, shall I let my brother carry on with his never ending addiction? My brain told me to let him do whatever he want since he is 'hopeless', but my heart told me not to give up hopes on him, he's just being controlled. BUT HOW? Oh damned, it's a pain for me.

Sad things aside, some happy things that I am looking forward this vacation...

First! *Laughs* my birthday~ YAY! Falls on this coming Monday =D ( What?! Isn't that training day?) Though I may not be able to play till I drop, but I am still happy as long as there is peace and silence for me ;) Hmm... speaking of Mondays, that reminds me of Aikido classes in school at the evening @_@ Hope that I am not wacked or thrown 18 times =X

Second, CE trips, for those who do not know what's CE trip, it's something like an excursion trip with point for us to accumulate in order to statisfy the requirements for graduation. (Other activities included as well, such as talks, surveys etc.) I booked myself for two days, one per week. This coming week will be a trip to the Chemical Process Training Center at Jurong Island (again! =D ) and the week after the coming week will be the trip to Marina Barrage, wahahahahaa!!! Definitely will enjoy the trips :D

And, last but not least, more time for me to draw and mess around with designing :D And shopping too =X